Sunday, December 5, 2010

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The assumptions behind homophobia Faces HIV

Ignoring for now, the growing acceptance that society is taking towards the gay issue (particularly in the marketing field) stands in our society a rejection of homosexuals is still in force, and this rejection, comprising a series of negative powers in reference to homosexuality, homophobia is what we call, no matter whether the issue is handled as a lack or defect, such as sin, deformity, perversion or crime, homophobia is an act of discrimination that disqualifies the person who becomes an object and refuse to interact with her (or him), regardless of his nature, his ideas, sympathy or any other personal characteristic.

When we discriminate what matters most is our idea of \u200b\u200bgood and evil, based on generalizations to a class of persons, class or arbitrary label that we got from the manga, because we have prejudices and let us see the world through them. And never mind too that in recent years there have been scientific, philosophical and physicians on issues such as homophobia, which show that there is nothing on homosexuality that is abnormal or unnatural, what matters is the precarious and inargumentable idea in my head that moves me to discriminate and discredit. Speaking
to discriminate, which is directed toward gay men and lesbians is one, but what would you say to those experienced by transgender men and women? I invite you to lend a ear to this podcast of Fernanda Tapia about the rights of transgender people have prejudices
is the easiest thing in the world, in fact, I dare say that prejudices are among the first things we learn when we were children: "Do not talk to strangers", "dirty people nobody wants," "good girls do not wear pants." Are so attached to our education that is difficult to challenge them, at first, it is difficult to identify that there are usually many the prejudices we hold, elegantly call them "values" in the second, we have so many it would take a life to get rid of all. One life. But the point is not to stop being prejudiced, but what we do with them: bias is "preconceptions" that attempt so we explain the world, but they are tentative, suggest that something can be good or bad for our interests but not decisive, so that in us is the decision to find out if you pre - mean something to ratify or rectify, if our assumptions are correct or ceased to have effect.

Our prejudices are personal opinions (inherited from our parents and they have inherited from our grandparents) do not define us as a person, so we can be ready when they stop releasing them be useful to us. But until we are liberated from them we will continue, for example, exercising to homophobia, which remains in the collective discourse but no rational arguments, it is a social prejudice that came from nothing, we learned, so we stayed and we reply to show to our children, and as with all the prejudices, do not stop to wonder why we keep it or where or when it emerged, but we obey and act guided by him.

Where did the homophobia? When you run a bias, we do from our belief in certain premises, such as "the goal of sexuality is reproduction." Thus, homosexuality exists in the context of a hegemonic sexual model: heterosexuality, which is clearly a character player. Heterosexuality is "good" because it conforms to the premise which are equivalent reproduction and sexuality, homosexuality is "bad" because it is a version of sexuality in which reproduction is not the goal. In the historic moment when the man said that sexuality and reproduction are the same thing, sexuality became the exclusive preserve of heterosexual couples middle age (reproductive age) and under the protection of marriage (an institution guaranteed to have children). From that premise breaks down a number of interesting biases: sex between same sex is bad, sex between two old is bad, sex outside marriage is wrong, seek pleasure during sex is bad, use birth control during sex ...

First premise:

About homosexuality between men, the erotic contact does not trigger any reproductive process (obviously), so that sexual activity is none other than "wasting the seed", that in biblical terms. From this religious context, the homoeroticism between men known as "the natural development of every human being is born, grows, reproduces and dies" and questioning the plan of life of those who actually seek to transcend the death to preserve their existence in a child. This is the central argument of the leaders in churches and one other person of faith, based on the premise that every woman or man should to devote his life to procreation and the construction of a suitable context for development of a new humanitarian. Where are those who do not include children in your life plan?, Well, this premise religions are responsible for giving approval to a project of life, and not giving them to others.

reproductive desire, by which indeed can be made and transcend some people, takes on the human being is rational and self-conscious, an optional basis, eligible under the project life of every man or woman; ability to choose which is denied to individual when it is established a hegemony centered on heterosexuality.

Specifically, if I say "I saw two homosexuals on the street" you'll probably imagine two guys walking and holding hands, maybe even giving her a kiss. Exactly the same happens when you make social campaigns to raise awareness against the rejection of homosexuality, you see posters with photographs of men, and homosexual is in marketing products for men. Did you know that women can still be gay? What happens is that we have certain ideas to the sexuality of women, including in the area of \u200b\u200bhomosexuality, are also present: women are delicate and innocent beings. So when we refer to the sexuality of a girl, usually playful add adjectives like "dirty" or "evil", what does not happen when you talk about the sexuality of a male. "Machismo?, If ... completely.

sexual desire between men is normal for the conceptions of our culture (men think about sex, then sex and end in sex, vox populi says ), but in parallel, our Judeo-Christian West has denied women the recognition of sexual desire: historically there is the belief that women do not feel, nor seek, nor seek sexual desire. So we think women's sexuality more as an innocent game as an erotic act. If you see two women walking down the street, holding hands, probably thinking that these are two great friends.

Second premise:

The second premise that fuels prejudice against homophobia is installed, the prohibition of pleasure: "the pursuit of pleasure is bad." We find it hard to talk about what gives us pleasure and it is difficult to accept that sometimes we do is only motivated by the pleasure of it, because we feel compelled to be productive and generate a benefit for the community, while we underestimate the value of pleasure as a way to nurture as valid as job satisfaction well done. This belief system finds its niche in the moral discourse of religions, which emphasize the "malignancy" of pleasure as a form of sin for many moral teachings, this world is a vale of tears and pain that we have crossing to enter the promised land, we'll get to paradise after we die.

The issue of religion is an interesting, because while the universe total of human beings is composed of different sets of believers and unbelievers, both as each other grow and develop in communities where churches are institutions with power, whose speeches reach his parishioners and neighbors, children, friends of those parishioners. This is when the man is surprised agnostic by simple inertia obeying the canons Catholics, for example, or accepting the premises of a religion, without necessarily sharing their doctrine.

The gay men and women, then not only have to practice their sexuality away from the reproductive intention, but even that sexuality exercised primarily motivated by pleasure, contrary to the premise of an educated society under the axioms of abstinence, and continence self-punishment to atone for sins or prevent. Then, as the pleasure is evil, sexuality, pleasure-seeking is so, and although it's a waste of the seed is an issue that relates more directly to the male homosexual, the pursuit of pleasure is anathema to women who figures being delicate, virginal and innocent lesbianism expressed in his right (and need) to the enjoyment and joy, keeping motu proprio by sex with other women.

Third premise:

The third and final issue has everything to do with social stratification and, in our society, is not the same to be president to sweeper, young adult, or boss to employee, nor is it like being a man than a woman. We love to create hierarchies for all, and the gender system is no exception, unfortunately.

The sex of each person corresponds to their physiological, hormonal, anatomical, and so on, men and women. Gender, however, is the set of functions that do to a person based on their sex: men must wear blue, be tough, manly, strong, formal and even ugly, good providers for the house and get yourself a good woman, and women should wear pink, be delicate, feminine, fragile, beautiful, good for the kitchen and main entrance, always good for a man to the point. Sex has a strong biological component, but the genre, however, is cultural. This means that just because you're born above you a lot of requirements that will restrict the freedom you have to make choices in life: are you sure you want to be a dancer, how it occurred to her to be a pilot? In this cultural factor is installed on the premise that being a man is better than being a woman, it speaks of levels in a hierarchy above them, below them. It works from the Imperial Rome.

Rome was a society with great appreciation for the virility and its associated values, however, was not a world that pigeonhole loving behavior by sex, yes, however, as the active or passive role as adopting the citizen to be active is to act as a male sexual partner against, and what was the passivity of the condemned man, it matters little whether it was passive in front of a woman or another man.
This concept, which was very typical of patriarchal societies and / or warrior, which are attributed to male dominant roles in the sexual, economic and political, is not unique to Roman society, but its spread through the culture and Roman law has left a strong impression that prevails in our societies to the present day and explains some of the attitudes we hold toward unorthodox sexualities and to the affection, not even ranked homosexual sex between men.

Soon after came the good Saint Paul, a man progressive zero, which supported many of the arguments Romans like word of the Lord and declare that the mollities or male passivity was a serious lack in the increasingly larger scale of sins of the flesh, and is committed by any man who allows his body to be used by another person, whether man or woman for pleasure. This taboo into passivity in the man, to "degrade" the place of gender preference to "lower level than it is for women", has remained steadfast to this day, nothing but the words changed: in some parts of Mexico and Latin America, the homosexual the man who is penetrated by another, not penetrating, who receives the penetration is called "passive" and you will see on a smaller scale than the "active" running penetration.

Facing the premises against the pursuit of pleasure or equivalence between sexuality and reproduction, the prohibition against the passivity of man is the major factor in the maintenance of homophobia that is why that most criticism of homosexuality allude to the figure of the feminized man, and also why male homosexuality causes more commotion than women. Other evidence of the taboo to the male passivity is in social discourse, where jokes and humorous anecdotes make fun of men "dominated". The feminization of man awakes the rejection of homosexuals and heterosexuals alike: when gay men opens its homoerotic sexuality to their parents, their main fear is that their child will egregious behavior "effeminacy," when two groups of gay men confront each other, spontaneously a hierarchy where more women are at the base and are installed more masculine top of the hierarchy.

homophobia in gay men assume that giving up his place in the gender hierarchy, being "at the level of women" (We assume that it therefore would reverse the social order) and deserving of public scorn such "degradation". This myth is associated of male superiority, with homophobia, in fact, homophobia is a control mechanism that prevents many men move in this power structure, knowing that giving up their privileged position in the hierarchy gender make them recipients of disparagement and ridicule.

The big question after this reflection is: when you obey your prejudices, you identify what is the premise that motivates them? Most of us keep homophobic traits, regardless of sexual orientation, because we keep assumptions about how sexuality should be lived, assuming there is a way that is right for everyone to live. Do you identify what are the assumptions behind each of your prejudices? It's probably a subject more relevant in what you do with your prejudices, that the very fact that you, and you may know your own premises, you better choices to act or not obeying your prejudices or decide, even discontinue it. The day job is yours.

Friday, December 3, 2010

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Good Fridays loneliness of the last half year seem sad but inspiring.
3 December. A book in my bag Jodorowski Caribbean. A shirt that looks best on me now that I have tits. Pass a string of days of abstinence. Loca, puerperal, empty, lack of everything. I wanted, and looking, walking down the aisle madly at 3 am. Fear still feel the discomfort between the legs. A heated ceiling fan. A girl of 3 years sleeping. And I looking for a prince rescuer in the window of the web. But today something
calmed down, and that I did not take psychotropic drugs, not meditate, I looked. Something fell like a ripe fruit by clicking on my chest. And I was proud of all these months of fighting. Where I get all horrible but I fight like a lioness, every day, in search of that dream destination. And I get stuck, you can call me unstable or compulsive but not inert, not cheated by inertia. I grow a little twig, a bit of root. I do not remember what it was like to be alone and at peace. Without hope. And now there's nothing to do, there's nothing on TV that look like ... I have no fear that these hours are hours lost nameless. I am worth something and that which I desire, I will not move uneasy drops begging desperate love, losing their dignity. I will cultivate
myself, I will believe to be all powerful to fall in love with me. I will choose with the heart and not with magazines. I'll be amazed at all my possible selves. I'll laugh at all my past appointments. I'm gonna dance like crazy in the mirror, sexy, brunette, blonde, sweet, burnt.
This month I am going to encourage me to shamanism, to orthomolecular medicine to psychomagic, the art of living and Christmas alone. And in January I rest in peace .... Gasoleros toast to January 1, I want someone to pay me the vacation, and I came back a prince anchunas green.
3 ham and cheese.
I miss you baby girl when you're with your dad, that, just.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

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Today AIDS has ceased to be a chilling ghost that lurked in the darkness of our sheets (or the hotel's back seat or dark rooms, you know), has gradually been losing his face gaunt and affected by lipodystrophy, attacked and killed by Kaposi eventually died. Today we have treatments and medications that are not as aggressive as they were in the years eighties, when the disease appears in our society dictating a sentence safe for most of those infected with the virus now know that living with HIV does not necessarily mean being sick, let alone you will die the day after tomorrow.

We were getting used to being afraid and as a natural human reaction, trivialize the source of our anxiety to get a sigh of relief. Nobody likes to live in fear. The result was that gradually we've played down the risk to life has AIDS, and be specific: not for the quantity but the quality of life.

research laboratories have been responsible for a woman or man with cancer, hepatitis, AIDS or from many other diseases, can achieve good life expectancy, in the same contributing institutions of various types, with programs and public health plans, provides everything needed for patient to stabilize and survive. That's fine, great, compared to what little we had before. And with news like this, also the attitude of people is changing.

is not necessarily that of Mexican society know more about HIV than before, but one thing we have very clear all: not to discriminate against someone because father lives with a particular condition, or because they live infected with something that is not can be transmitted by everyday mechanisms, such as the AIDS virus. People now feel sorry for us that we cache discriminating public, so, at least sometimes we keep our negative attitudes to the private, when almost no one listens. With this situation of political correctness, and does not "much" worth leaving home to queue at a health clinic and get your monthly allocation of antiretrovirals, the rising social acceptance, whether genuine or merely apparent, means that when you live HIV-positive as you can assimilate "easier" that condition in your life.

reference point to say something like this is the poor quality of life he was a man or woman in the eighties and early nineties, when unexpectedly acquired HIV through sexual transmission or blood, and whereas, of course, that you read these lines refer to countries or populations relatively advanced. In an African community, Indigenous or living in extreme poverty, there was not much to do when you know you're infected with a virus like this. Similarly, it is necessary to point out that living with HIV is always a challenge in life, so that no matter how advanced the treatment, it is never that easy to live being HIV positive.

Unless, of course, that treatments consisting of a vaccine or cure. All

evident to even the most inattentive observer, that is changing the way our societies are being associated with HIV no longer live with the fear that moved us in another time, because now AIDS is no longer the strange evil that we knew nothing, and he feared mainly because it was unknown. Today is a daily subject well, we see in advertising and movie theater, all we know someone living with HIV or a celebrity who died of an illness that is complicated by the presence of AIDS and so on. We do not fear, at least not much, and live without fear that's fine. So the new campaigns HIV awareness and speeches need resources other than the propagation of fear for public impact, one no longer clings to hear that if you do this or that you'll die, or suffer eternal torment if you do not act like you. Now the discourse needs to be another, especially in the field of HIV,
because the relationship we have today with AIDS also is another.

In television and other media will give ten thousand arguments as to why you should to avoid getting sick, but how many campaigns have been made about the self? We speak in detail about the death but how about you talk a little about the joys of life?

Indeed it is not live in fear, but do not normalize the risk is the degree to neutralize any preventive behavior: with the arrival of the new century spread sexual practices, such as bareback, which not only grew in popularity, but have helped grow the statistics of HIV infection. In bareback, who maintain a sexual relationship they choose not to use condoms at the time of penetration, the reasons for this preference is very varied, ranging from "with a condom does not feel the same" to "I like to get in the hands of my man, "or" I want my partner to rely completely on me. " It is true that the meeting unprotected sex with a person who is HIV positive will not necessarily result in transmission of virus, but the random chance alone and that happens during unprotected sex is tantamount to bet our quality of life in the shooting of a coin . How many punters know that experts would point to a game like this?

Still, in recent years has spread alarmingly in the United States sexual practice that combines sex parties, secrecy and HIV, but not included in the formula to protected sex, not by forgetting, but by strategy. Come on, think that by definition is a sexual orgy massive that may or may not involve the use of condoms, in orgies, well, there may be those who prefer to only watch, not participate, or who just go to walk around naked. In sex parties where HIV is the guest of honor, however, participants attend strongly to exposure to the transmission of "bug", an insect, which is the nickname that identifies the virus, by an act they call " the gift, or gift. Calls may be in different social networking sites where release date and venue, to them who seek to give away attending the virus and those who want to receive it. Today starts and if any in Mexico.

Some of the recipients of gift say that thanks to "the gift "can keep them a part of their partner (the shift), which in some cases is the one who transmits the virus, others suggest that when you take your blood" bug "your life changes (which is all undeniable lights) are displayed themselves as something other than what they were, with a sense of belonging and identification with other people carriers. Talking to them in an interview through chat rooms, it seems to be talking to people in a deep search of its identity and uncomfortable with themselves. Whatever your idea of \u200b\u200bHIV poses, is that being carriers of the virus have access to social programs, support groups, networks and other spaces to which belong. Somehow, choose to lead his search for an identity to the challenge of living with HIV, finally, confirm them, having HIV is not necessarily sick.

Living with HIV actually does not mean being sick, but it is also true that the quality of life is tremendously compromised. The person living as a carrier or carrier of the virus, you need to take good care of their quality of sleep, eating habits, sexual practices, physical activity and even their moods, ok, it is true that every human being also requires take care of your sleep, sexuality, food, exercise and emotions to have a good quality of life, but when it carries the HIV, which was recommended at a time, now becomes mandatory. No matter which institution is responsible for providing you with resources to stay well, and that organization will offer programs that do not feel alone in your fight against the virus, and finally you yourself who choose or not to leave home and face life, you who carries the virus inside and who chooses or not to continue treatment to keep it or leave.

The existence of AIDS and the possibility of becoming infected with HIV is not something to be taken lightly. It is true that what makes a carrier of the virus to survive, is what anyone would do with himself to be good, but with HIV you have fewer opportunities a mistake, and less time to waste. Working in psychotherapy with people who are HIV-I met people living with HIV have managed to stay well, and incidentally, have been built exemplary lives, is a level of health that I envy: take care of themselves and themselves substantial value in a life and have worked so hard to find "balance" that have become great people, but there is something that they say: what a shame I had to live with the virus to have to realize this.

Finally, no matter what face we give to the AIDS, is not nothing but a disease that can lead to HIV infection and ultimately not so much the way we relate to it, simply change the focus: what matters is the way I relate myself or myself and the value I put my future and my quality of life, how I could face the challenge of living a life with HIV, how it would facilitate my future plans if today I give importance to my welfare?

Friday, November 26, 2010

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Tarzan Force

I want to give more than a kiss when greeting. Two as English. I wish I had a deck of tarot English. I desire that my tarot says good times are coming. I hope the time will not pass so fast when I see her smiling. I want to know how to be a smile that was not. I wish it was not me not obscure the view. I want to heal my myopia. I wish to refocus my life and being that I was not yet. Which is clearly was not that I can be. My potential is in the swell of my cycle, the moon, my sex, always at your meeting. My flower is an orange. My delivery is a response to the energy that I have been embedded. I drink water. I take thee sacred elephant. The sacred was never far from assured you in my arms, let me touch. And when I hold you, do not imagine loving son, brother, I guess all in all, every student, every patient at every appointment. Patient no hope, no hope. Pears are sentences that leave scars. Scars are forever, but the body is reinventing itself completely within 3 months. Three is One and One is three. To define an A, there are two, and if there is one and another is a sacred bond called 3. Mother turned 3 years, donor and abandonante. I want to open and break the blue lens that convinces me a life repeatedly. I want to cut ties that bind. I want to stay in life. I want to honor every inch of my body as if the stretch marks were beautiful. I want to symbolize the beauty in the continued perception of this that has my daughter. I want to thank me for aunarme life forces, called parents, political families, and few new hairstyles. I want no more hair I fall. Lie, I want to drop me all that you place a new one. I want to trust that does not depend on my effort. I do not believe in the plans, do not believe in the effort. I believe in the strength of the connection and the inner fire engine. I want to love my swamp rosad-.coral. I want to lose the fear of love. Yo I want to be free of my violation terrified, I take a walk. I get on the elephant tiezo, rough and armed, and I let myself go ...
Pd: Alek, I find that I am tarzan ...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

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all end together, 10 years of heartbreak

A rickety mattress in the middle of my house. I know you have something to say. You have the certainty that ours is not ours, not going anywhere, you can not label. Ok. NO signs in a deep, sad, rootless. I can not sleep this last night with you, tomorrow I can not feel empty, your breath, not your smell, without your smile. But this is so are of healthy adults and assholes. So let us go, because we wanted enough ¿?, Because we could not fail us, and because we looked different backgrounds. Purchase invoices, we ate on the terrace, crying in the sun, understood. Without pluton, without real love, pain, and uncertainty began my way to exhaustion and emptiness. You took the subway, I was a taxi just around the corner. And it lasted, was enjoyed.
I love you. I carry in my soul. Chau was sit-


, helpless, waiting on the steps of your door. It was very cold, but they were naked. I saw you arrive, I knew I'd lost you forever. I knew you were there life because you had obliged. I knew it was the last time I visit your home.
I did not want to waste time. Dress my white legs in winter. Dress up my arms without a fight, no dreams. My pubic crushed. We look
6.7.8 ... I tried to imagine the passing hours. The scene of the Madrigosa. The cut of our projects. And the final goodbye. You said you were going to try and stay with me, as I am I would make it easier the game.
had bought ravioli. I wanted lots of water. Were
but you were not, did not know who was asking the glass beaker. I did not know who he was biting back. I did not know before who was screaming in pain.
That eventually makes programming channel 7 today. If I can not hear, but I mention what they say. your back hurts, my tummy hurts.
was unwarranted pain over my life. Because it did not work. Because he was not even fired. Because there was no winners expired.
I got to your car but I had no strength to get the belt. You were not there. And I loved you so much.
That win would have had I not put you through that day, had had no desire to see you so, so far, so little me. But it did. I remember the infinite loneliness of both. Your pain. Mine. And do not know how embrace that memory, to heal the two, to ask for forgiveness.
I love you. I carry in my soul.

Chau was sitting at my door. I asked you to please you arrived on time. you were my keys. I did not know how to enter my house. I could not stand the 20 minutes until you arrive in a hurry in a taxi. She was tired of sharing so much everything. I wanted to but I wanted to start putting order in my life, my head, my house, my things. I had to gave everything I had given me as a little girl so that the screw and rearrange. And they did. We went to the movies, we saw the one I like Sandra Bullock. She said goodbye to his adopted son, and I felt I left you free as a bird, you let go of the reins ... because your world was not here ... and mine was for other messy. Sure, it was the last time we met. But yeah, my final scene. That last moment.
I love you. I carry in my soul. Bye and bye.


June 8. I shouted, and I hit the closet with all my strength. Is my daughter. Do not do that. Do not take her, it's mine, give it me. I am a fierce advocate a model of parenting. I do not care about anything. Do not cross this door, here she and I slept alone. I hurt, I hurt. I felt hatred for her first time ... no.
that day where you did not understand how much I hated I lost to miss. We, months we ... nothing in my way of being, doing and walk, was viewed favorably. All were critical. And I could not live with my dad (was and resources for her and for me a good dad.) And you were alone, I left you alone, I stopped to caress, to take care of, to spoil, to keep you. He began the end. And I thought we would come back to live alone both.
I love you. I carry in my soul.

I went with from 7 am to make studies in French and Favaloro. We wanted your thrombosis was cured. We went with your mother, the two soldiers who fight with you. We read a joke book in the long wait. But it touched me, I looked. Were trying to tell me that I no longer wanted. I ate your mint gum I chew the end. At 16 pm, the last ergometry. I sat dazed in the streets near the conference loss. And I asked. If you did not want to follow. And I said no, you did not want. You buy a chocolate. and said goodbye. I cried all the way to the psychologist. But I thanked the relentlessness of your decision, there was no laps left, you left and did not come back.
I love you. I carry in my soul. Chau.

The tour, the show retro, the new Rosario overlooking the River. His eyes were so deep and virginiana. Lady of love, pain, risk virgin. And you got scared. You were right. Went hand in hand, a few kisses, a request to stay with you, coming back for you, to make the ride a little routine communication tertiary students. But you could not, rather than me mourn, but to hug, and tell me you loved me. I thought I was too ugly for you, you did not like that I was ashamed. I asked you not accompany me those 5 blocks that separated me from home.
would be fine I went to a bsas empty, sad and undervalued. But I won one of my best friends, the prince Rosario.
I love you, I carry in my soul. Chau.

no longer wanted us. But it was impossible to deny in my arms. My first man.
That night was not in our plans. But it happened. And I asked you just dawned we were crying that the hospital wanted a hiv test yours. I was really scared. Please, let's do it, and today! I die if I have to wait 3 months for me and let me "prove" that today there did I get nothing. We took the 12, crossed peacock. And that day was to stop public hospitals. Returned by 12 at 8 am, full of people, without speaking. No analysis, no nothing. Fear and goodbye.
After we were friends, lovers and brothers, until we made a covenant "forever"
I love you. I carry in my soul. Chau.

We came from Rosario. A micro cold. The two separated by the seat, sleeping. Already told you that was the end, I no longer felt the same, do not you waited anxiously for each trip and had no desire to travel to bsas to see you. But I loved it. My first boyfriend. My cousin adored. The cutest. Simply ran out of love. At least on my part. Were broken, harsh, withered. And I was too young to realize. That day I hurt. I got off the subway c for combination with b. You were following the train to take you up. I gave you a kiss. I got out and let you go. Very cinematic. Then I dedicated your first book of philosophy. Did not deserve it.
I love you. I carry in my soul. Chau.

I loved as he had never loved. 4 banks you sit further back. I in the second, you at last. You were in love with your band mates, the only one I won on average throughout the school because he was not going badly in English or physical education. And I loved you in silence. Each recess had meters that separated us in the small balcony where I was playing with you all the dreams and stories. I never wanted. In this 15th birthday was December 2000, everything was about to change. I saw playing with a baby. I was very touched, your hands look great, wonderful father potential. I looked at mine, and I understood that unconjugated design and size. I watch as you saw, and I let you go, my soul, I let you go.
After I told you and were great friends.
I love you. I carry in my soul. Chau.


not loved them all equally, not suffered equally. Some of the scenes from film rupture are more and more painful. There is one in particular that blew me to pieces of pain. But still, I wanted to share with them, once again, a hug, a kiss, a song: this song! for his unforgettable smile!
thanks for "reflected in my eyes blasted" everyone!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

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And again the same story. That cycle is over, finished. And that is about to start did not start.
What is the transition like? White and listless. No motivation. And though the sun every afternoon my skin brown, short, and the mirror just gives me purple circles and looks sad. Spots on the skin. Listlessness, and lack of strength. Be lack of sleep?
And trying not to let the guilt, fear, and surrender. Trying not to think heavy and clogged. Look
the walls of my house work, dust, brick, and know that the solution to moisture is found. Only fails to recognize me in that chaos, the chaos of my body and my soul. Than a puerperal woman can not trust that will change someday.
Trust that things will themselves be in order, trusting that things will be made a name alone. Trust that I can not ask anything more challenging than it already I've done. Because once again said "I can not" and here I am, without knowing the origin of that bad apple ... can .... in trying to remove it and take to their place of origin. Today I have great hopes,
As I am single I wear panties giant, no shave and cry me without makeup. Before there was time, now I have no foundation.
I'm wet. My house is wet, my eyes, my legs. I try to create a parallel little world with my mind, where men love me, and yellow flowers all year. Try, try, try, rest is heartache. I try to increase the power of the present, to thank, to praise and bless. Treatment, but the rotten butter ball is still there, inside.
If only I could mow my nerves ... if only I did not believe in anything, if so I just so nothing scary, which is that something will fill.
to see if even with the tears wash these feet a little dirty from walking barefoot and aimless. Let's see if I am, I coined and I am enough,
to see if I go through the maze of my mind Virginians,
to see if I can move again, walk a block without feeling old woman and haggard. Let's see if I can fall in love with life as it is,
A view A view A view

"I fall, I fall I'm gonna fall, if I did not raise me up "

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

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MOVE TO COMPAS

course. Also I hurt, I know looking back. Of course, I did what I could, and it is now, and here it was. And the split was well determined. Jovian I will not deny it hurts, but is closed and the streak is white.
In 2010 I found a floor shield 15, leaning on a window, with a sandwich, watching the fires were only two. Gabriel and Me. And I wondered what in store in 2010 and 25. And I waited, luckily, all that came later. Of love for wife and mother who broke my bones do not want to talk. O yes, but I should not. Professionally
appeared deep love for teaching and my self-recognition. Spiritually I walked the path of energy, shamanism, and Iching. And the esoteric section sucked my look at each library. Some of the destination and the mission begins to take shape. Mamísticamente, I remember three years ago, asking the belly begins to contract rhythmically mind. Wait for these next 17 days until his arrival was the longest and suffered eternity. My teeth are rotting followed. My postpartum clearly ended. And there is a scalpel to mark semicircular around my nipples. Even that was a small detail in a tangle incessant string of months, pain, acid, fearful.
Stop, drop. I'm walking down this bridge is 2010, taking off from everything. I left him, or he left me. I'm half of my weekly activities for good. Close this cycle. I begin with my scope on a sunny small hospital that brings back memories. I left the psychiatrist, prepaid and half of my cowardice. But the blame is enlarged. while I release the "trust" ... but this is polarity, the more confident, more fear I have other things that once seemed not to notice.
And to finish coloring this year end, this irreverent man appears at the bus stop. And I offer this anecdote to tell. He wears a smile that releases wind to clear the rolls of his eyes. soft-calmo.lindo. And it's everything to gain and everything to lose. With him. Me. In my progress and my destination.
today I walked in without me in any subway rail. And I learned that the only way not to fall while the train is running, is to move to COMPAS (Z).

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

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answer "very well", I am outraged, you have to say "I'm fucked Sin Tu Amor ". But no. Here the" sedu "keeps rolling against errant beat this restless heart. First I would shatter, I would stick until I run out of strength. After rearmaría you with kisses. AFTER I wish you would encourage best. And finally forgive you and let you go. "lonely as you get to see everything very clear."
Let me exercise, bitching all that I have really rotten: Outside
pains of the colon and duodenum. Outside circles. Outside insomnia, mothers were crying on the phone, out fear, out of street trash, waste out of your love. Outside waiting outside illusion. Outside stains. Outside desire anxious to get that picture imagined. Outside stupidity. Fall Out octubril. Outside fever syndrome. Out effort. Outside money. Beyond tantrums of his age. Outside Christmas. Out alone. Outside caries, taxis were increased, was bad news. Out mosquitoes, some men were men, outside salesmen working mailbox and lies.
After this merited discharge turn to the metaphysical section of gratitude:
Thanks for the light and the wi fi. For the chocolate mousse from the mainland. Thanks for the advice books. Thanks for looking men come across in public. Thanks for plastic surgery. Thanks for the clothing. Thanks for the tabloid press. In the heat of summer. For Ultracavitation. On the Disney Channel. For the Cosmopolitan and Ohlala. Thanks for the romantic comedies and colored panties. Infinite thanks for tapaojeras. Thanks
level 2 (for sensitive)
Thanks for the hands, walking and writing. To see, smell and feel your skin every nochecita. Thanks for the music, the sensuality, the desire. Thanks for the word, by language. Thanks for the movies, for your voice. Thanks for the dance. Thanks for the look of friends, thanks for the pampering. Thanks for the midday sun. Thanks for meditation circles, joined by women. Thanks for sensitive men and strong women. Thank the sacred languages, with tears and shock. Thank you for the commitment, by the self-confidence, and love. Thank you for seeing healing, being poor to the poorest and most powerful to the most powerful. Thanks
Level 3 (for sophisticated) Thanks shamanism, tarot, astrology and iChing thanks aural field and garden. Thanks given women's breasts. Thanks baby. Thanks sync. Thanks healing path. Thanks love-thorns that made me the woman bleeding but strong. Thanks lost son to come and go to get in a dimension of evolution. Thanks new friends as stars fall when they fall. Thanks for showing compensation law as others were with me changing roles. Thank you for forgiving camilo. Thanks for waiting catalina. Thanks family constellations, through poetry. Thanks to those ships arriving from English and Italian immigrants. Thanks death, let me be. Thanks Don flowing.

Monday, October 4, 2010

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What is family therapy?

It is no strange to say that the family in Mexico is a fundamental institution for the development of both people, and their identities, and there is new thinking on the influence that keeps the family on welfare and also that there are external factors that challenge their economic, emotional and even biological, from all that, it makes sense to promote a therapeutic approach that from a systemic epistemology, consider the family unit as the subject of their strategies and interventions.

In this sense, the family therapy systems approach addresses the family as a set of individuals who, by remaining in everyday interaction, form a system, ie a unit in itself, possessing its own rules and organizational patterns which tend to constant self to preserve. Within a family, discomfort or welfare of each of the members will have an impact on the welfare of other members of the system, and even, in its entire structure. With this foundation as a starting point, the therapeutic process that leads to some family will have an impact leading to changes in all of it, and inversely, psychotherapy involving the whole family moves to each of the members involved in the system daily.

With this approach, the systemic therapist or the therapist have the opportunity to address a wide range of family problems, from drug dependence to marital conflicts, eating disorders, emotional crisis or problems at school, since their work is not centralized around an "identified patient", but in the family system entirely and liaison relationships that comprise it. One of the principles of systemic family therapy is that problems become of difficulties in relationships (or interactions) that the family has failed to solve by itself, some of the many models falling within this approach, says that even the relational problems are reinforced on each occasion when the family applies the same attempt at a solution.

The big difference between the systemic approach and other approaches to psychotherapy is, of course, the notion that the problems leading to a customer to consultation, are not inherent intrapsychic or person, for everything there is a relevant context in understanding the logic of conflict, a context where the problem might be a survival strategy. The person who the family identifies as the patient being treated despatologiza responsibilities and lost by interactional perspective, is seen as a person and not as an avatar of the disorder.

worth mentioning that another important difference between the systemic approach and other perspectives it is argued that the effect is the therapeutic work. For the usage of other means of therapy, the therapeutic situation can last for as long as the session in the office, as the motivating force change, ie, the specialist in psychotherapy, not exist outside the context of the office, on the systemic approach, however, one where you can get involved to the process grandmother, neighbor, cousin, best friend the school teacher and even a pet or a janitor, because everyone can be part of a relevant system for therapeutic work, the therapeutic situation extends to the context of the client, allowing you to continue the reflection and the exchange process beyond clinic walls. Involving other stakeholders in the client's life, they also function as agents of change, and not necessarily as preservers of the status quo that would lead Originally the client to seek therapy.

This vision that puts the customer or a family context, and the family as a social, cultural and economic development, promotes a shift from the individual to their community, and life experiences to the cultural patterns . The systemic approach strongly raises the importance of psychotherapy as a factor of social change, and promotes this transformation in everyday clinical practice.

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In the Mexican family and the identities of your attachments

The current family faces many changes around the structure, it is inevitable that the transformation is introduced into his system This has caused significant changes in the organization of roles, boundaries and therefore the tasks that are expected to make its members. This identity is also changing, not only for women and men involved, or of infants and adults involved in the routine of the family, but also the identity of the family as a group, rethinking what their limits and social functions within the community, and what may or may not give the individual is born and grows in her womb.

previously thought mature men and women to raise a family, which also allows them to be human beings, each from requirements for their own sex, but today this statement is no longer valid, at least in part. With the family as an institution in continuous process of transformation, perhaps today a process of transformation more pronounced than in the past due to factors such as social inequality and globalization, people have more freedom to build their personal fulfillment in other ways, if is that having a family was once a way, or to experience different models of family organization are not different less successful. A clear example of women today are working to achieve professional satisfaction, when at the same age, women of previous generations spent to build a family, single parents are another example, or the increasingly frequent cases of homosexual parents.

However there are still "locks" that limit the openness with which we generate new family structures, gender stereotypes are so deeply rooted in our cultural discourse, which is difficult to act against them without doing so does uncertainty arise, shame or blame in varying degrees. You can innovate, invent new models uses to interact with family or partner, but today, as in the past century, gender stereotyping still requires them to seek fulfillment as a woman on maternity leave, and who can choose not to be constantly confronted by the community as a divorced woman or the one call at a professional level. Similarly, the stereotype as social policy, it demands the man to devote their full energies to providing support to a family and stay competitive with other men, violating this instruction will attract the confrontation, and as women, disqualification
probable destination for individuals or different families.

Many of the current family patterns do not enjoy the benefit of social programs because they do not correspond to the traditional scheme, which makes them invisible in more than one sense. The difference is still the City of Mexico in relation to other states of the Republic in the capital have made changes to the laws that now allow for legal abortion before 12 weeks gestation, the legal marriage for couples who (or whose) members have the same sex, divorce express when those who make marriage agree, and so on. This opens, at least in the Federal District and the entities to follow this example, an overview of acceptance and development for diverse families in a global context in which traditional models are unsustainable practice.

However this is still a difference very diffuse take time to consolidate the transformation in attitudes about people, the level of the street, coffee chats or bus. In rural and urban communities, it is still common to find men and women who prefer to keep, for example, gender stereotypes and social order of reality and determining their place and role in the world. To date, we feel that anyone who performs or shows attitudes "unbecoming" of its kind, faltered in his capacity as "man" or "women" and are disqualified.

This reduced flexibility to families, within which is developed in situ confrontation between the sexes: women should not work, because that is the job of the male breadwinner, but they and their children should survive a thousand pesos a day. The family system is a system of identities where only one or no one should consider taking on new roles and redefine their own strengths and expectations of themselves, but who see that your partner has moved out of position, you feel an obligation to move as well, Questions may arise such as what if she brings money home, shall I take care of children?, what if it does what it is for a man, shall I to behave like a woman?

The complexity is that the dichotomy of gender (male vs. female) imposes a hierarchy between men and women, replicated in the family structure where the man who has the leadership and the woman who obeys, but is easier to accept the restructuring of the family that changes in the gender schema, because even the bosom of the family, he is first man husband and father, and she is a woman rather than wife or mother, and is more marketable identity that remain within the family that his own gender identity.

As a consequence, the conflict between identities can become violent, with which the social system seeks to maintain the status quo, hence the attacks they must face an independent woman, or disqualification facing a gay man or the situation of the dead women of Juarez, and women have also died in Morelos and other states, homophobic crimes, or deprivation of freedom of women by their husbands. Examples today are as endless as sordid.

And indeed, there is a "law of access of women to a life free of violence" is in practice unknown to most women, who, although mileage may identify this title as an initiative in favor of them, de facto not know how it operates and in what circumstances and which women can benefit. Is it enough to change national laws in Mexico when we have so many of them without rules or without official monitoring or consequences in practice?

no hurry, our society walking towards the recognition of the negative impact of stereotypical "perfect family" of "man machine", the "woman who takes her place" on the daily choices of men and women on their personal expectations, attitudes and identities, it is necessity, which leads us to evaluate our notions of gender and family, and find alternatives. Inevitably leads us to ask questions.

When I buy a child a gun, what kind of adult I am helping you be?, what kind of father?, when I teach a girl to be his place, what kind what place I mean?, "only women are victims of gender stereotyping?," only men engaged in domestic violence?, what are the consequences of thinking men and women as belonging to gender "opposite"?

If today I changed my way of me and act like a man who, or who else, which is near me, will be driven or motivated to change too?; The questions are endless ...

Friday, October 1, 2010

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Lost my dignity doblediscurso

Another Friday in solitude ... The kilos up, hope is proportional low ... like a seesaw. There is negligible down, right?
feel like when you're insulated, and the skin begins to cortajear. Now I can take my dead skin layer, like one who takes the plasticola when dry. I'm ugly, disharmonious, but it hurts less and less. And down the dead skin is Nuevitas. Just dare to remove it, or else wait until fall.
Some adults want more limits to children. Some other women weeping mother made them. Some well-known therapist would say that all our wounds are simply mistakes mom. Me too I'm missing, feel cradled, look, her hair, grown. As all bah.
I have the softest heart, tail harder and more realistic look. That desire to be more brave, and get on the waiting world before the arrival of a savior with sequins. Basically
changed. She tells me that matured on that link, I did not lose dignity, and that women continue to be born. I changed the furniture, I lost my cell phone, tore papers, I gave everything, and meditated. In all my dreams are shamanic. I talk to every person who believed lost. She hugs me one is coming. And heal those links that are open like wounds exposed to worms. Is closed, clean. And I open.
bit is missing, something is changing. What you call God lives in you as you are, without changing anything. And if one would like to give up comfort and philosophy, to lose control and understand every step of the journey as a signal. It comes to fruition: eat, pray and love.
I'm eating!

who helps me prune this tree will not let me see the forest who accompanied me to transit?, who celebrates what's behind me?

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beat it to gallop I think ... I will let go the reins. .. Pobre Diabla

Thursday, September 30, 2010

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Since we started this thing called the Aquarian age, there has been a tremendous boom of new age trends Arabian proposed strategies for living better, some more sensible than others, definitely, but all wrapped in a subtle charm magic, fate and mysticism. You may not everyone want to attract the level of practice, but few could deny that they consider, at least interesting.

few days ago, for example, talking with a friend about how, some theorize before birth and be part of this world, we trade the experiences and challenges that need to be to achieve a higher level in our spiritual evolution. According to this idea, then sometimes experience the same type problems because the problems we choose to experiment to learn and grow.

What do you think?, How improbable sound?

Actually, everyone has it ever happened that the problems facing us recognize what is really important when you're worried or concerned about what lies ahead, and have no energy to do the thousand things that normally would only dedicate yourself to what matters, or the people who matter. This is what usually happens with all crises, have a strange effect clarifier. It is said that when there are problems you identify your true friends know your actual capacity and locate those so it is worth fighting.

Hang on to what is important to continue living, and what is not important, just let it go to pass up.

Then you might experience problems in life have the unintended consequence of showing what has to be released along the way: these things, memories, situations or relationships that only hinder us to continue growing. Can a balloon to rise without first releasing their ballast?, Throughout life is less difficult to identify what is ballast what not, that releases once you have identified.

For psychology is clear that many of the problemas que solemos enfrentar, surgen de una actitud de no querer soltar aquello a lo que estamos demasiado apegados, aun cuando reconozcamos que son elementos de nuestro pasado que ya no necesitamos, ni funcionan, ni nos nutren emocional o espiritualmente. Muchas filosofías coinciden al prevenirnos en contra de los apegos, algunas se alarman frente a los apegos en general y otras, más de lado de la psicología, solamente nos previenen ante ciertos apegos, de esos que no hacen otra cosa que estorbar.

¿Te ha sucedido que sostienes relaciones que en lugar de satisfacerte solamente te agobian más?; quizá un amigo o amiga con quien en lugar de contribuir a sentirte mejor, sabe siempre cómo hacer para que te sientas peor;  Maybe that picture still hangs on the wall, and every time you look back breaks your soul, or the work that takes years, but gray spot on you may have been sunny. Do you do weights you identify that you charging?

Perhaps in this life with our decisions we choosing the issues we will address later, possibly not choose our problems before birth, that sounds extremely abrupt, but it is more likely that today, to hold on to something I should have been released and yesterday ceased to belong, is forcing situations I will generate tomorrow's problems, and if you stubbornly insist to hold on, continually the same kind of problems will happen again and again, until I finally decided to let go.

Think of a relationship that no longer works, who have tried everything and standing head and make the things change, but do not want to be alone, and apply the axiom of "better than nothing." Then comes a problem arising from this inability to let go of the relationship, perhaps with shouts and dishes flying against the walls, then a stronger one, then another more, after a while, if the couple separates, the growing increase in problems are going to lead to an untenable situation with which they will break and go each his life, without ballast which had turned their relationship.

The drawback is that the problems are not friendly counsel, and if you expect them to be the ones who solve the dilemma of whether or not to drop when the situation is resolved, invariably, someone ends up hurt.

What happens when you do not loose the cigar and I cling to smoking?, My health will be a recurring problem: what happens when you do not cut the umbilical cord with my family?, Probably my relationship will be plagued with problems lack of privacy, what if I stick to publicly display an image that is not for me?, maybe in one of these, the problem is I became a frequent customer of robbers and kidnappers.

always going to have problems because they have an undeniable role in our evolution as human beings, what is wrong is continually a certain type of problems do we always victim, and in worse shape every time. It is worth asking what I need to change for that to stop happening, and probably need to be changed, consists precisely in a drag that I should release.

Do you know people for whom they are a little easier to drop, or may choose to clarify its attachments?, When you drop the twentieth day of the burdens that loads (or at least some of them) transcend causing you problems and you start having more everyday little problems more surmountable. The current new age would tell you that this is a way to harmonize ourselves with the world we live in, taking what they need and tell you the stops releasing when necessary.

Some people do not usually have problems in some area of \u200b\u200byour life, even if they have in other fields, or are people who never seriously ill, or never have marital problems, economic or general may appear to always do well. "Locating a person? Take a moment to look in a mirror and identify what is easy for you to drop, which is located the area where you do not usually have big problems: How did you learn to not carry such burdens?, Can you do the same with those who are not so easy to let go?

's worth a try, let's not easy, but will allow you to reach higher.

Friday, September 24, 2010

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Friday night. I have time. I touch and feel chubby cheeks. I am taking refuge in food. I drink, tasting vomit. Vomited every spoonful that I wanted to impose to love your body cansadito. Today is Friday and I have no plan. Fer takes to sleep My daughter and I can not help her off in tears. Why today you do not stay little patient to sleep with mom? How am I going to control your disease if you do not review them every minute of this night? How else you can trust to take care like me. I asked him if he wanted to stay, and held strong to the neck of his father without even allowing me to kiss her on the bounce. Rejected by your daughter sick. And this is to grow, let it go, release her and vomiting, and TRUST.
Anyway, today I knew, I would feel alone. I have no desire to read or sleep, I have no other plan to attend the event myself. And like every night, after wanting a miracle, the appearance of something magical that puts me somewhere else, or a hug ... I renew my air, I understand that this is, and this is, and good, the right all things into existence. Today
cafiaspirins calmed me a headache, I did not abdomi want to do, I went to a conference and took naps with Cata to upa. Ando
the phase of the day called "despair" nothing new will happen tonight, and try to sleep in solitude on Friday ... the more genuine than I desire is on the bed to sleep my daughter and her dad and that there is any little calm and desnauseado.
drop, open, drop, give birth. As
take your dreams to come true?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

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What I am today, a year ago was NOT:
A Dream weaver, teacher, teacher, daughter of friends, mateadora faithful, bold faced and flajelaciones surgeries. Lover, sex object, mind free, direct Uranus, Neptune direct carrier tits, carrying kilos, vibrating platform carrier. Mom of many. Eternal left. Shaman, treadmill terrace, compulsive eater of sweet and salty. Mother's schooling, mother despuerperizada. Technical breastfeeding. That triggers vacation. Love, seduced and abandoned. Reading unconditional. Dropped from the tv. Extrañante of pyc. Traveler a rosary. Entorbellinada sadness. Wrong. Forgiven and forgiving. Tester excesses. Recent optimistic. Faculty member. Doula duelante of his own heart. Grateful. As I turned and what I need to meet, but come.

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Happy birthday to me once you were at the head of a man?

she thinks I do not like. The comb look in the mirror, I see her. Do not know that I love. I could not understand the real reason that I stay with her. The reason is young and pretty she is. As we were all at that time. All FUTURE, ALL BY TRAIN. She has nothing to lose, the world will open them like a fan at his feet, and I want it. He is courageous, strong, energetic. Always put what to put on, always ready. Is overwhelming, pretty maverick. And she thinks I do not like. I can not because she is so alive, so awake in life, that I can not follow. She cries Y SE LE va la vida, ella pone todo en juego, yo no. Si este hombre que te habla, amigo, tuviera diez años menos, o ella diez más. Si yo tuviera fuerzas para empezar a vivir como si no tuviera nada por perder. Si yo pudiera sufrir hasta sentir mis huesos calientes, gritar, pedir, escapar. Tal vez no estaría aquí. Estaría allí, con ella, entre sus brazos amasadores y calmantes, encontrándome en su promesa de eterna compañía. Creyendo en su lealtad, y en su cursilería. Si yo no tuviera miedo de cerrar el pasado. Si no tuviera miedo a que ella me abandone por algo más prometedor, si yo no tuviera terror a cambiar mi foto de familia en la cabeza, y pudiera dignamente animarme to earn the love again, would not be here friend ... was one of his arms and his smile lit concave. Feel worthy and deserving of risking my beliefs, my stability and my fancy risking identity ... I am so going to be, to ask me a lot. Maybe not impossible. Maybe one day I start a story with her. Maybe choose a woman, as an accomplice and witness to my revolution. Maybe I feel deserves a fresh start, to have more of a real photo, plus a fixed identity, more than one way of doing things. Maybe one day I no longer think my life is ending and I have to prepare for old age. Maybe one day, my friend, trust that it is an opportunity made to my measure, to be reborn, with the pain involved. Maybe one day I will not ask it to give more than I can and encourage me to say that I love. That I choose, I can take a chance but I do not recognize on the spot. Maybe one day I start building with the desire she provokes me. One day I can stay despite the terror that it gives his determinism and declared his love. Maybe someday make it worthy of my site and my love. I share my secrets and make him a place in the bed of God. Perhaps that day never pass. Or maybe that day start today. One day Awareness created this journey for me, one day I believe it without realizing it, because he wants to, not wanting to repeat the past and start again. Because I feel that my projects are just about to begin, because I have time and desire to grow without owing anything to anyone.
Anyway, she never learns of these thoughts, never to read. She continues to believe that I'm sorry, I'm not like that. She was diluted in his own imagination. She did not ask me anything. Combing her to follow in the mirror, because the day I is not looking to grow, you will man the man in the world. Because I like it because I love her, because sometimes I choose, because I want each conversation with you folks out on their behalf. There will be no way to get away permanently from your perfume, unless a brave man take her with love and respect. And yet, I'm not sure of not running after them, kiss her and ask one last chance.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

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I ran out of strength and let go of the reins

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As time
How it hurts to be dying and
Like My Lips
everywhere Solitude

bought unsalted bread for lunch. Do not know why no salt. eternally rains, cold burn, and the illusions of disarming, or little by little, without realizing it, I'm gonna lose one by one, until you get home with empty pockets and face pale and cold. I do not remember I have the hair color, the last days I have gained a lot, but no, I do not look ... I know my boobs hardly new. Violeta I do not understand what it calls the universe, or what I'll end up mutating. I guess in two weeks, a birthday, celebrating nothing, being afraid of everything, still facing deep every part of my becoming. It is an immense solitude, pampering is a need for reckless, impatient and devouring. And here there is only rain and bread. There are times when life brings me the costume, and put on the teacher, very young, Mom. And I go to meet to re-enter the house naked in cold and insolent let me no hope, no hope decent.
I had two months of travel on a ship never made waves day and gave no rest. I bleed, I repented, I knew a man and you said goodbye. No woman can be the same afterwards. Now it will dawn on a desolate island, without jack no doctors, no friends. And when you finish come the summer I'm going to bed on a raft and I'm going to let go. When my raft I touch a port to show signs of my journey. And maybe one day, provide a post with a smile of healing.
If I was wrong without trying.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

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x gay identity: reality or mere myth?

most likely
've ever heard a joke, from among the many who have casually at family parties and business meetings, which talks about how a child comes shyly with his father and says, "Papa, I'm gay", to which Fr responds with a series of questions about whether the kid in question has an apartment in Condesa, a BMW car or studies in a university of very high prestige. Given the various rejections of the son, who attended a public university, he traveled by subway to wherever he goes and lives with his parents in a department of social interest, the father concludes flatly that their confused offspring is definitely not gay, but a regular homosexual .

Until recently, being gay was seen as socially sophisticated as gay, frivolous fashion trying to address with euphemisms everything related to a dissident sexuality, perception appeared the jokes in the media and wherever the issue out afloat. Who said gay, then took on the obligation to be as sophisticated and socially successful as it was the same word, and, as in the joke above, if you were not sufficiently "gay", according to the stereotype, you had no possibility to leave from a simple homosexual.

Today, being gay still involves the possibility of the above, but not exclusively. In fact, it happens now you can be homosexual, but never consider you gay, what is to be gay, then? We

from the beginning. One day, having not even reached at the age of puberty, you become aware that you feel more attracted to your classmates that your classmates from school, or, if you were a kid, more for them in their physical education uniforms for them wanting to play with you house. Gradually you become aware that this is not what is usually because you grew up under cover of a heterosexual parents and very close to people in heterosexual behavior. Reaches that point and suddenly you like the twenty: you are different.

going to grow and the awareness of that difference is becoming stronger, while listening to your mother talk about when you have your own children, when his son found a woman who wait at home or in your case, when her little get a man what love for a lifetime. We tell stories heterosexual heterosexual characters in heterosexual situations to learn how the world works: you get a sex partner other than your own, again, different, and make a family that was going to keep going to jealously guard or from within household, will be the cornerstone of a new social circle and preserve our traditions and our genes. Be proud of you.

Who would not want them to be proud of one?

But I like the other boys or other girls who ultimately have no sex than your own, and time passes and the conflict grows, until you have to choose. You have two possibilities, one can pretend that nothing happens, all this is transitory and over time, even longer, you will pass. Learn Not wanting both to fall in love with the one and not the other, or correct your affections to feel what you've been taught is right feel. Since nobody has to know, keep quiet and do exactly the opposite of what you feel is your desire to do. And finally, in front of your heterosexual behavior, your parents will smile to see in you what you always thought you were, as you repress your frustration with all this never would have wanted being and keep your homoeroticism in a permanent underground. You chose not to be gay.

The second option takes you to the contrary, ie assume that your feelings towards those who are of the same sex are clear, it is socially awkward, but so are, and decide to work in peace with the homoeroticism. It is also a difficult road because no one there to tell you how the world works, who you no advice or guidance to you throughout the process. Of being alone or lonely, start to make distance from people who ask you to heterosexual behavior and you approach to those who can understand how your feelings are expressed, in short, you discover that you do not need to be alone.

Habiendo aceptado amar a otros hombres o a otras mujeres, y renunciado a mucho de lo que implica ser heterosexual, encuentras a gente que también ama como tú lo haces, y que puede entregarse a personas de su mismo sexo con idéntica pasión. Te identificas con ellos y adoptas para ti ese estilo de vida gay, donde carece de importancia si eres una mujer que ama a otras mujeres o un hombre que se enamora de otros como él.

Esta posibilidad es, efectivamente, elegir ser gay, si bien jamás elegiste que te gustaran otros hombres u otras mujeres; y a partir de esa elección continúas construyéndote como un ser humano, integralmente, involucrando la importancia de tus afectos en tu proyecto de vida y recibiendo the support of others. To define you gay you can include others in the structure of your life who choose, including those at another time you waited a different form of love, but that's another decision that depends only on you.

Nobody can tell you which choice is better or which will guarantee happiness. There are no guarantees. But what is clear is that say gay is not a fad or obey try to be more sophisticated, being gay is a sense of belonging to something and have chosen to grow without denying your emotions or your need for love, an act of courage of finally, well can you feel fully proud.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

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softly Let the wind erase each letter of my name. That I have no words or awakenings. Let me clear the memory, age and time. I take the raft without oars. I forget the songs of my childhood. Strokes from being erased today to think about them hurts. That each hair discoloration and each fabric. Go away all hopes are destroyed, kill me faith. I cool, I sag. Let me look to fill with water. End of blood running down my calves. Identity is lost, the desires. Trials are off and reflections. Cross out the words that wooed smudging ink all you've done. Each fruit to rot on my body. The music to pieces and poetry I do not make sense. The collapse of the sky. That time does not pinch me and see me. That the perfume does not sue me. That television off at night alone and get no demands. Let me exile. Let there be no more and nothing to lose. The end of fall the fall. To close all shops which mend the wings of an angel. Let me burst your fingers. That leaves the cry of my navel. Not to recognize my body. I do not believe in love after love. To close my doors. There are no placebos. Is digested guilt I feel. Let me cortajeen lips, That I lost the fear. That I deleted the features and gestures. That dream is destroyed, that is not what I dream. To touch bottom. That there is nothing left to defend, no longer makes sense to fight.
Why do so and only then will there be any reason for them to parirme and start again.

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The "riages" pairs of three ... or more


Colloquially, we recognize in the environment to gay "couples open" as those who have chosen to open its relationship to integrate third, and for one night and a single sexual encounter, and for the third party is installed as a permanent member of the relationship, which obviously no longer a partner to become a trio or "heritage" , as some prefer to call it. Is a mutual agreement between both members of the relationship and consequently a product of new rules.

The specific situation is: one day one of them offers the other going out to meet people, go out and bind to the third party, or out and some of both cruising and will bring the third party to present to your partner. The reason to do something like this are several, each couple is very different from other, different even from those in the past may hold the same members of the relationship, often become victims of chronic fatigue, a sort of weariness that occurs after months or years to live together without the opportunity to open up to other social bonds, other times the couple emotionally disconnected and lost its charm for sex.

When this or other situations appear in the guise of boredom in front the other partner, a loss of sexual chemistry or a significant deficit in communication, some couples choose to break, take the pain of loss and failure and seek to build a new relationship, every man for himself side. Some others identify the problem when it is still possible to negotiate, and specifically choose to open their relationship.

is impossible to determine how this alternative can salvage the relationship, since the dynamics of each couple is different and what works for one, can be disastrous for another. So, if you actually open the connection is an alternative, it is necessary to consider these four aspects:

- Your partner and you should take the time to sit down and put the cards on the table: Who proposed open relationship?, Why? It is necessary that the need is well identified that will meet or what will solve this decision and if such a need is personal or shared.

- Having identified the need to go to cover opening the relationship, establish rules, do not obviate anything or give it for granted that the other understood also something that was not said. How far will allow the third party or third parties entering the relationship?, How often?; Is it only sexual interaction with the third, or incorporate it into your life as a couple?, Would it be love?, Is worth seeing every one by his side, or always be involved with others as a couple?

- Define an area untouched, a moment or activity that will never be shared with anyone and will be the exclusive domain for both. No third party will have access to this intimate setting.

- Finally, determine how that person will be looking to include in the relationship, age, socio-cultural level, etc., based on attributes that are both important. This will be a guideline to go to the search.

Four points are central ingredient for negotiation. Be clear when talking and take this dialogue as seriously as it would be their relationship, it depends what could be a help, as it is not the final decision for the couple. Consider, however, that there may be illusions that lead to a major error in its decision, some are, for example, looking outside their relationship answers can only be found within it, sometimes it is better to check if they have been honest enough between them to be released the way everyone is experiencing the relationship that they share, sometimes love is over, and include a third is a way to find love again without addressing the failure of the relationship or the loneliness of parting, and sometimes a the two just do not know how to communicate and to refer to other's needs therefore to include someone else is, in fact, add a mediator to couple dynamics.

How equivocándote know you're not choosing? Communication with your partner is the key, while to be honest and persistent, have a greater certainty of how's your relationship. For excellent communication: full confidence in your partner. Do not seek counsel with others about whether you should open your relationship, this issue concerns them and finally you is not something good or bad, does not necessarily mean sex addiction or a bad relationship; If needed, feel free to review the idea with your partner.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

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I have no way to explain how I feel. Words are not friends, do not even think to alleviate. Geometrically'm far enough for happiness. I can not explain reasons I should not. I lost all my dreams and nightmares joined I did not know they could be set. I was wrong, you were wrong. Pardon and forgive. Humility to surrender to the higher order whatever. And the sky is falling, and the collapse of the love, trust, the collapse of the heart, breasts, uterus, stomach. Life crumbles, hope. I beadle in a lake of distress. Now I can see my dear, the only sound I expected to fix my mom's clubs. It's a question of doing nothing more, nor ask, nor expect, or believe, or wonder. It's over, I was to die standing, I bleed, I integrity to tackle the debris fall on me yet. After not.
and truly forgive you and forgive me. All learned. And this is not over yet, the hardest decision in the hands of the universe, I'm just another instrument. I can not even begin to hurt. Stage of disease end ... the end? end of the game?




Wednesday, July 14, 2010

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die or kill remaining 32 h.

if not self-punishment. Do not know what away. Not what I come. Today I ate many breadsticks with mayonnaise, rice and bread warmed. Today I go to bed dressed in jeans because, because. It is about the other side of the yellow line, double-trailer truck in reverse. I'm myself, hoping my coalition against dreams. As part of the door the father of my daughter throwing blame if I have not. Cata says she also has tiny tits and operable. Today is cold outside and cold inside. I have fear, I feel confused and alone. We'll sleep Pegaditas? and a wind blown off my courageous.

if I'm wrong I promise not to say "I told you." If this is to bet on something new is not taking risks, what is? Book
planetary transits in hand, and the journey we, together, the three, alone at 3, adored and abandoned ... July 1 ice cream between toes.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

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If I did not believe in the madness

As you say, the engine stops and all passengers unaccustomed silence wake up at 5 am in the middle of nowhere. If you feel vulnerable not tell me, because the flame of my fears will placate your ironic humor, and I begin to think it is a good adventure. No light, no water, no time. The sun came out and we get to that place where people do not ask our silly mediocrity. We
way, I explain that I lost the notion of time, space, about me, about you, what I come to do, what time the match starts.
What we do with the people, because it is the drug of fanaticism, it is played, is to believe, is to have the enemy so far away it seems that here we all queremos.Siento your arms tight around my waist.

I'm always in the back seat. from here but look at me look look. I think not let me think, feel, choose, look at the passing landscape. From here you see me no love, no risk. From here apachucho me, trying to sleep and focus.
We're coming. An hour ago we're getting. cactus, ground, terra cotta. Green, yellow and brown number. Not a trace of water, do not know why I thought my shoes would go to smear. When there is water all dust, breathe, enjoy, you choke, you get scenery with him. One more. As if it had never known the city, or downtown, or the country. I guess the neon signs as if he had seen only in movies.
Let's make health care ranch ranch. 10 km from each other. It is July 4 and the hot sun in November. A ranch is land in the walls and floor. Is straw on the roof. It pans and ojalatas. It's kind of my grandmother's house because mixing some antique furniture. Wooden benches and stools. Seats may be missing anything but inviting to sit, wait for time to pass, that the natural light off and not know what will happen next. There are seats for everyone, but I do not run until the sunlight turn, that makes me anxious. In each house a clock, which stood for some time, years ago ... what a year there in the middle of nowhere? where no path is planned, where the steps are the steps through mazes in grasslands.
She says that everyone can read but she is the best understood. She is a girl, but she already has two children. Are not parents, are not men, not seen. The women, nurses, grandmothers, mothers, children, incest, cousins \u200b\u200brunning around between the earth ground. You looking guys. I looking young. Mandarins to beat the thirst.
no mistake, I saw poverty, can not be defined well. I saw another paradigm, another culture, another viewpoint, another way to begin to live, and finish well.
I felt we could not do anything more than take to open our consciousness and our hearts, in the village of no time and empty bottles.
I, there, lost, without anyone to realize who I am and how I have to be. I lost there, knowing you lost to you, always finding yourself with your wonder boy. I felt alive, inultil, confused and exhausted. And that seems to be the beginning of a change. Here the land is arid, and what is the humidity that kills. I have things to do. active parts of my mind before sleeping.

is night and the police treat me like a child. Two people on the seat no, it does not cross the line of departure. We are uncomfortable, we want the magical clip eject us of this expectation. We tried to play but we are adults angry. We rest. I think I'll give, I think I will mourn.

not ask me to explain what happened. The tender skin of the unseen. The folklore of the soul. An external vision. The death of the illusion of wanting to endure. There is something else. Telepathic yellow triangle. There is a train to get to the station and I'm going to climb.
Sometimes one has the final feeling that is growing is growing
freedom or responsibility? containment or emotion? Astrology 2nd year.

a child to mother and mother-to-female ... with boobs.